Roots started to deepen, flowers started to bloom, rain drops on the leaf appeared more shinny than the diamond. It was a winter season but a rainy season to my heart. My heart was beating heavier than ever. The beat was without fear, the beat was tickling my heart. The beat was of never lasting love. Yes, I loved some one whom I never met. It was her spar plug like voice which was responsible for all the scam that occurred in my heart. A scam which shouldn't go unrewarded.
Wanted to meet her, wanted to grab her from behind her hips, feel the breeze created from the streaks of her hair which was loitering around her chubby cheeks which she used to tuck it behind her ears. These are the thoughts which run through my mind these days. No matter what work am doing but I do them with fullest joy these days. Instead of achieving perfection in work I started to achieve romanticness!!!
Sounds crazy but true.
It's a foggy morning of November and I had to attend a school where my friend is a teacher. She had invited me to give a motivational talk and a road map regarding how to join the armed forces to her students. And yes, am an army officer. It has been 4 years since i joined the army and am a captain over there. I am on an annual leave for a month. Unluckily my bike tire was flat due to a rough ride with my friends the previous day. So i had to travel in bus. As it was early morning at 6 AM the bus was not fully packed with passengers. After paying the bus fair I took out my cell phone and opened the WhatsApp. Sent a good morning wish to my girl in a usual-unique romantic manner.
She was online and i asked her "Where are you?"
She replied saying "Am in bus".
She usually attend her aunty's house once in couple of weekends and leave to her college early on Monday morning.
At the very next moment i looked ahead of me to spot her if she's in the same us. I started getting excited and started to look at few girls who sat ahead of me and I finally spotted her. Till here our hearts were in a single chamber but today our body too came under a single chamber but sad that privacy wasn't granted. Even I stay in the same locality where her aunt resides. But meeting her in this fashion wasn't expected. Butterflies started flying through my heart and mind. Thought of getting up from my seat and sit next to her but all of a sudden a lady sat beside her. I was slightly disappointed by this. I texted and asked her whether it's fine if she got up from that seat and sit next to me. She politely disagreed saying that it would not look good to that lady as she happened to be one of her family friends. I agreed to her.
She is yet to show up her face to me. I was excited to see her face for the first time. I WhatsApped her to slightly turn back and look at me as I was seated in the corner left seat and she was in the front left seat. She blushingly turned back for a couple of seconds tucking her hair behind her ear. That killer moment, that smile, those loving eyes, that shyness which she showed on her face will be running over the screen of my heart for decades. I started to blush and smile and it was involuntary moment. How much ever i tried to control my smile I failed every time. She had conquered me without any arms and ammunitions and I happily accepted my defeat.
Since that day she was the breathe I breathed in, she was the power which drive me out off all the odds. That was the day when I first said " I love you" looking at her eyes. That was the first day she replied me back but with a silence on her lips but I heard her heart saying " I love you more".
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